The wolves wonโ€™t stop my education

I will rise above.

The week of this assignment involved:
๐Ÿ“„ filing and serving a restraining order
๐Ÿ‘ฎ๐Ÿป phone calls with sheriffs, ๐Ÿ•ต๐Ÿผ detectives, and ๐Ÿ‘จ๐Ÿปโ€๐Ÿ’ผ state attorneys
๐Ÿค• a nice little concussion
๐Ÿ˜ข a couple mental breakdowns
๐Ÿ‘จ๐Ÿปโ€โš–๏ธ a few trips to some courts
And yetโ€ฆ

I KILLED THIS ASSIGNMENT.

I will continue to thrive. I WILL finish my education and give my girls answers I the BEST possible life.

Defeated

There’s some days where I just feel so defeated.

Today is one of those days.

I am proud of where I am in life. I have come so far. But, I am tired. Raising neurodivergent kids alone is so SO hard. It’s a full time job in itself. I try so SO hard to be a good mom. I just don’t feel like I am enough sometimes.

I am drained. Mentally and physically.

I wish I could do more. Be more.

Be more patient.

Be more kind.

Be more resilient.

Be more loving.

I pour my all into my girls, career, and education.

Until I don’t have anything more to pour.

Right now I feel like I am drawing in a hurricane. I know the Lord will help me through this storm. I will continue to trust Him.

#autismawareness#neurodiversity

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